And I’m not okay right now.
Gah. I’ve gone back and forth on writing this post for the last month. I found every excuse not to. I don’t care. No one else cares. What I wrote sounds stupid. It’s no one’s business. Just stop complaining. Maybe I’ll feel better tomorrow.
But the reality is that right now I’m struggling. A lot of things just feel more like a chore than a passion. Physically I feel great, which is probably why I’m now trying to mentally process things. It’ll just take time to adjust.
There’s no need to worry about me. I’m seeing my doctor next week. I still regularly meet with my therapist (yes, I have one and it’s an amazing help). I just need to focus on me.
So I’m going to take a little break from demanding so much of myself the next two months. You’ll still see new content from me, just not as much. I’ll still post updates about the farm and myself, but maybe won’t tackle the heavy issues. And I’m not going to have so many epic mic drops in the comments. We’ll call it a reset.
And thank you to everyone who has been so supportive and wonderful as I go through this part of my journey. π₯°π
